Thursday, June 19, 2014


Coping. That's what I do each day that it's the only constant thing in my mind (and maybe food, too?). Even when I'm doing something which requires my physical and mental strengths, it's still there, at the back of my mind, looking out for an opening just so it can slap me in the face. I can't even remember what the past looks like, nor can I think of the future, because I can barely cope up with the "now".

I don't know if I should feel happy or sad about this.