Showing posts with label future. Show all posts
Showing posts with label future. Show all posts

Sunday, February 24, 2013

A Talk With My Thirty-Year-Old Self

Hello, Alyssa. How have you been? Hmm. From the looks of it, I guess you're living a good life. I'm so happy for you. You now have what you needed and wanted back when you're little. Annual travels, a  yellow Cayman Porsche, a stable and interesting career, a happy home with a caring husband and adorable kids, Athena  Margarita and Brent Miguel. Wow, you're really serious when you wrote your future kids' names in your Psychology 1 project in college.

This Adobo is delicious. And the Red Velvet? Fantastic. So you're into cooking and baking now? That's great! Finally, you've conquered your fear of hot cooking oil spatters and sharp knives. You sure changed a lot; your black wavy locks became brown with curly bottoms, your jeans and shirt combo became pencil-cut skirt and blazer, your Keds became Charles and Keith. But your eyes, they haven't changed at all; they're still the pair of brown eyes, sparkling and full of life. And another thing that didn't change about you? You still love starting your day with a hot cup of coffee.

How's Mama? Papa? Ina and Ama? Masato? Ah, the old folks are living with you, I see. They're helping out on taking care of the kids. Masato is working and just got his own place in the city? Wow that punk really made it big. You became a good sister, Alyssa. I'm proud of you two sticking together during difficult days. Who knew you'd be that close as siblings? Back when you were both little, everyday is World War II at Desta, wrestling and shouting here and there. Haha those were the days.

Alyssa, you've been strong. Thank you for not giving up when things were tough. Thank you for not escaping when you thought you've had enough. Thank you for paddling when the waves were big. I know things weren't easy, but you endured all of it. Thank you for loving and trusting someone again despite having your heart shattered into pieces during college. Haha yes I still remember your very worn-out phase back then. You drank alcohol almost every day, partied almost every week, cursed the world and the people who made you feel that way. Sorry for that. I shouldn't have let you. But you got up and picked up your shit together. Yes, it took much of your time then, but it's worth it now right? You see, meeting the wrong people leads us closer to the right one. So now you have him, don't ever let him go. Cherish the life you're building together. He's not like those numerous heartless sonovabitches you've met before. And also, thank you for valuing your family like they're the most important in your life and not being jaded by the material things this world is full of. I hope you'll stay that way.

Alyssa, you're amazing. I just thought you should know. :)

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Bring It On!


Found this at a friend's Facebook wall and I thought, "Why not?" This year, I'll surround myself with happier people, (new) wonderful experiences and valuable lessons. If 2012 was a good year for me, I'll make 2013 a better one. I'm claiming it! I can't wait! :-)

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Spring Fling

My forty plus days in Tokyo came to an end, or not really, maybe a pause. I have been in my home country for almost a week now and I can't help but be saddened by the thought of me being back too soon, blame online registration and manual/assisted enlistment. However, it's ironic how it turned out that the online reg which was scheduled on the day of my flight back to the Philippines was moved two days later and I need not go to the manual/assisted enlistment because UPLB System One V2 gave me the last three subjects I needed to graduate this semester. If I had known this a little earlier, I would've had re-booked my flight to a later date and celebrated my 21st birthday with my family in our Tachikawa home or in some videoke room near the train station. Oh well.

Looking back, I haven't been to too many attractions where Tokyo is famous for; I burned most of my time in our house, watching Korean dramas and sometimes, Japanese dramas just to show my mother that I'm at the very least trying to learn Nihongo. However, at times, especially during weekends when I get to roam around the city with my mother and brother since it's their rest days from work and school, are the days when my lack of "Tokyo living" experience is being filled in.

The sight of people walking and biking along the streets, self service thing in almost every fast food and daie (supermarket), ATM machines with free cash envelopes, outdoor escalators, pedestrian lanes and working streetlights, limited smoking areas, trains -- these minute details made me re-consider my once invincible thought that if I could really have a choice of my own, I won't live in Tokyo and stay in the Philippines for good. But looking at how things are, now, I am gradually accepting the fact that I'll be leaving my comfort zone in less than a year and start anew where there's snow in December and cherry blossoms in spring.

My last coffee in Tokyo.
Cafe Croissant, Narita International Airport

With my brother, mama and aunt seconds before I head to the boarding gate.  I miss you three already. See you soon.

I don't know if this is just a fleeting feeling but who knows? We'll see. I'll cross the bridge when I get there.