Sunday, May 29, 2011

It's not always rainbow and butterflies

My optimism annoys me, really. Why do I have this much positivism in me? It’s tiresome to fight for this and that when I perfectly knew from the start that it won’t work yet here I am, putting too much effort, fighting til the end of a pre-determined loss. All because of my positivity shit.

I’m lucky, I know. However, I’m cursed with this overflowing optimism and though they say that it is a gift, for me kind of no, it isn’t. It’s where most of my pains come from.